I really love you, and I’ve never been the girl to say this, but I need you. Before I met you, I was so independent and couldn’t give a shit about any guys. But you came along and you changed my life so much, in both good and bad ways. I’ve heard this one saying quite a few times since I’ve been with you, and it’s something like “with the greatest happiness comes the greatest pain.” I feel like that couldn’t be more true. I fell in love with you, but with that comes so many other things.

You’re someone I can be myself around, someone I can share so many beautiful one-of-a-kind memories with. I’m glad I didn’t listen to everyone when they told me to stay away from you. I saw something in you that no one else did, and you’ve changed so much for the better since you’ve been with me. I just wish you believed in yourself like I believe in you. And I wish I could believe in myself as much as you believe in me. Things are really tough right now, but I can’t let you go. If you were to ever be happy in some other girl’s arms, I would just feel like everything we had was a lie. And I know what we have is the real deal. 

I know in time we will get to sorting out all of the negativities. It’ll be a challenge, but you’re the only guy that I’m willing to fight so hard for. I can’t believe it’s been almost 3 years since I met you. We’ve come so far, but we have so much further to go. I wish I could say more, but it’s late and I’m tired and my head is getting cloudy so I can’t think straight. When that happens I may begin to ramble. But I guess I just posted all this to let you know that I’m not giving up on something so great, because it’s not everyday you find someone who is in love with you too and willing to hold on and fight for that love.